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Sunday, May 23, 2010

Bismillah...

Dear God,
When i review about what happen & what i've got today, i have a tons of grateful. Because You're not only give me a beautiful things. You give me the color of  life. You teach me how to see a life in variety of viewpoints. You teach me how to live. You lead me to my goals. You teach me how to fly. When i'm happy then turn to bad or sad just in one sec, and its seems like everything has ruined. But in the other side, its all normal. And so human being...

Dear God,
i think You're a such a great creator. You organized people's life so well. You made an unpredictable plans & nobody can guess. everything so unexpected. But as a human, i always complain when everything is out of my expectation. i can mad, i can be upset, i can feel disappointed, and start to excite my anger. i know it's wrong, but i can't win my ego.

Dear God,
Please guide me to Your way. The right path where Your bless is exist. i don't wanna be a deserter. i have a lot of sins, And that's enough for me to not add more sin. Am i wrong, if sometimes i think that You deserve an imperfect life to me? And i'm not Thankful for that... And i can't make those imperfect life perfectly. Ooohhh Geez, i know i'm totally wrong. And i need Your apologize. i don't mean to do that.

Dear God,
Thank You...
And as always, i really enjoy to talking to You...

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Hey Hoo...

I'm Back!
After i was so busy with my daily routine, struggled with my days, and prepare for my  future. Oh Whaaaattt, really? Geez.. seems like i'm a carrier woman or celebrity or even president. Waakakkaka... No, i just felt not bad yesterday! My condition wasn't too fit. i was tired, sleepy all day long, not too excited to through the day, and uummm... actually, a lil bit lazy. hahhaa..
So i realize that i don't have to be like that. i must wake up, freshen up myself then GO! The beautiful world is waiting for me. No matter what will happen, but i keep positive thinking to face it. Even when sometimes i forget to grateful with what i've got --> i'm still a human being, Tho'! LoL...
Well... Have a nice weekend people... 
Spread you smile, spread your love, and see what you will get..

Sunday, May 16, 2010

So Much Smooch...

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

PMS Ruined my Mood


Sometimes...
i don't wanna be disturb! i don't wanna anyone to accompany me. And i don't wanna share anything...
But Hey, do i really that one? Why am i so sensitive? it really wasn't me...
But i admit, sometimes i need a time for myself. Where i can fully understand about myself. What i want, what i need, what i like, & what i dislike...
i realize, woman is so very complicated. We never understand them if we don't try to being part of them... Hahahaaha!
So, 'Me Time' is very important to us. Especially when you're in bad mood (i can say that PMS is so sucks, LOL) and you need a space to recovery it. Give yourself a quality time to do whatever you like & you want to do. Trust me, it really works! ^_^

Cerita Singkat di Pagi hari

Morning All...
How's today? is it good? Hmmm.. i hope so!
Well, i just wanna share about a little silly things. Umm, Not too important, but i'd like to write here. LoL! As usual, i want to say, Thank You lord for giving me a good day...
Okay, i'll start to a little silly story!


Once Upon a Time...
There was a Little Girl who lived in the village, she lived on the farm exactly. Living near from the beautiful forest with filled with the trees.  She lived with her Mom & Dad, And her Big Brother, And her Uncle.
One day, The Little girl wants to take care of a horse. She asked to her Dad for having a cute horse. She will give the name of the horse with Lily.
" Dad... may i have a horse? i'm promise i will take care of the horse well "
" Hmmm, Will you? Okay, i will think about it again. i will discuss with uncle, what type of horse that will be good for you" Dad said. He wants to make sure if She can treat the horse well.
The Little Girl hugs him & give a kiss in his cheek, " Thank You Daddy.."

In The Next Morning...
" Hey Little Girl, take a look around in the backyard! What do i have for you? You supposed to be happy.." Daddy said.
" Woooowwww... it's a horse! Yay, Thank You Daddy, Thank You Uncle" The Little Girl run to the horse & caress her. She played with the horse all day long. It seems like, there's nothing interested her except the horse.
But Suddenly...
" Daddy, i want to say honestly. Uumm, actually, i want a white horse. But mine is black. White is cuter than black..." She said.

3 Days later,
" Hey my lovely daughter, Come on, look at the stabling. Me & Uncle have a surprise for you..."
" What's that Daddy,,,," Then She run out of the house.
Then...
" Here it is!!!! Now, you have a white horse like what you want.."  Uncle said.
" Where's my Lily?"
" That's Lily! Maybe you can try to call her..."
"Lilyyyy...WooHooo..." She called out of her. And the horse come to her.
The Little Girl wonder, " Dad.. how come Lily become white like this? She's black i think..."
Dad, Uncle, Mom, and Big brother are laughing...
" Yes, she's truly Lily. But yesterday i was discussed with your uncle about the Lily's color. Then, we're agree to change the color. So, I had the idea to paint the entire body with white paint. Hahhaahhaha..."
" Whaaatttt, Oh My God Daddy,,, Uncle.." She's speechless. But at the end of the day, She's so happy for having the dream horse, is White beauty horse...

LoL!!! Have a nice day ^_^

Love our Earth


We lived in this Planet...
The Planet loves us!
She wants us to keep her, and save her, and take care of her well
She does not want us to do something that could damage the environment
So, let's Love our mother earth!

Monday, May 10, 2010

it's almost Dawn

Well,
 i just wanna feel this silent night. Just me & this computer. i'm blog walking since at 1 O'Clock and i'm very amazed with everybody out there. i noticed, there's so many inspiring people. They all have a brilliant thought! They're have a very good work in art or taste of fashion, and some of  them are very good for exploring their mind. i like that!
i'm so encourage to make good things. Something good, great, & superb. i have to do something! i have to create something useful to another. You know, what's on my mind when I saw type of people like that? i feel like, I get a motivate to do. To reach my dreams, and make it real. I know, I have an brilliant idea too (LoL) & I want to share to everybody, what was I thinking.
So, just do what you wanna do! As long as it's good, and stay in the right way & you can do it wisely, Go ahead...

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Indahnya Bersyukur

Hmmm...
Ketika kita baru saja mendapatkan hal baik, rejeki, berita baik, anugerah, dan apalah itu yang bisa membuat kita 'jingkrak-jingkrak' bahagia, kita pasti tak segan-segan untuk mengucap syukur kepada Sang Maha Kuasa.Kita langsung meng-iYA-kan bahwa Tuhan itu sangat baik. Dan kita merasa hidup kita utuh & sempurna.
Tapi, saat kita tertimpa musibah, mendengar berita yang kurang baik, mendapatkan sesuatu yang membuat kita drop & sedih ( bahkan marah ), apa iya kita masih sempat atau bisa bersyukur akan hal itu? Apa iya kita bisa mengambil hikmah atas setiap kejadian secara bijaksana?
Saya akui, orang biasanya bersyukur atas hal yang baik-baik saja. Mungkin saya juga seperti itu. LoL!
Tapi, coba deh kita resapi betul-betul, hal yang kurang baik itu. Kenapa sih kita diberi cobaan? Kenapa sih Tuhan mengambil sesuatu yang berharga dari kita? Kenapaaa...
Well, justru segala macam bentuk yang kurang baik itu, tidak benar-benar buruk buat kita. Dilihat dari segi positifnya, hal itu bisa membuat mental kita kuat, bisa membuat kita selalu berhati-hati dalam bertindak, bisa membuat kita menjadi lebih dewasa, dan membuat kita selalu bersyukur atas apa yang sudah kita miliki. Betapa besar karunia yang diberikan Tuhan untuk kita.
So, always be grateful for whatever you've received. Even it's the bad things, we don't have to forget to say
" Alhamdullilah Ya Rabb for the things You give to me. i know You wouldn't give me a problem, if i couldn't through that. You give me something according to the measuring. it won't exceed from my capacity. So, Thank You, Lord... for giving me a breath, for free "

Saturday, May 8, 2010

That's what i feel...


i Feel so empty, when you're not here
i'm staring at the starry skies when i feel it
To be with you, is all i need
Even when i pretend that i'm OK
i can't lie
i miss you so much...

Nice. Lovely. Great


Don't be Sad!


Some people said, " Life isn't always good like we expect. Sometimes its hard to through & full of risk. But behind all of those, Life will give you soul to breathe.. "

So, open up your heart & let the sunshine in....

Yay...Yay...


What do you think when you see this picture?
i think, we all have the same perception. That Life is great! Life is Big, no matter how hard it is... 
We surely know that everything could be turn in a quick time. Sometimes we can laugh, happy, full of joy, then suddenly sad when we heard a bad news. It all happen just in a sec. But for me, that's what makes life more colorful.
Enjoy the moment is the key to reach the Happiness. Even when we're in bad condition, or something happen to us, but we have to keep struggle.
we must believe that there is wisdom behind a things, moment, problem...
So, just pray, introspection, learning from mistake, and don't repeat our mistake. Just get Happy!!!

Friday, May 7, 2010

Enjoy my Time...

Well,
Ketika saya sedikit meluangkan waktu untuk berpikir, diam, merenung, merasakan, dan menghayati setiap kejadian yang sudah saya lalui, saya sedikit tercengang olehnya. Saya berkata kepada diri saya, " Wow... Sungguh Yang Maha Kuasa memberi begitu banyak kasih sayang dan berkah didalam kesulitan-kesulitan yang saya hadapi. Ia ingin membuat saya kuat. Ia ingin membuat saya lebih 'hidup'. Ia ingin menunjukan kuasaNya bahwa segala sesuatunya mungkin bagiNya. Dan, Ia masih sangat menyayangi saya, dengan cara saya dibuat 'terjaga' agar saya tidak terlalu terlena di dalam dunia ini.
Walaupun sebagai manusia normal, saya masih sangat duniawi. Mengingat usia saya yang masih "Segar-segarnya" LoL! But deep inside my heart, i never stop to grateful. And say ALHAMDULLILAH...All the thing that God give me, it all a learning. God wants me to be strength, Powerful, brave, and never give up. Not a weakness that i (must) get.
So, Thank you to Allah SWT, to always keep me, and save me...

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Cinta.Love.Amour.Liebe.


Love doesn't need any words...
Because Love can describe itself
Without a reason, without an excuse, unconditionally
Just feel & through it...
Love is You!

isn't that funny enough?

Lucu ya,
uang Rp 20,000an kelihatan begitu besar bila dibawa ke kotak amal mesjid,
tapi begitu kecil bila kita bawa ke mall…

Lucu ya,
45 menit terasa terlalu lama untuk berdzikir,
tapi betapa pendeknya waktu itu untuk pertandingan liga Italy…

Lucu ya,
betapa lamanya 2 jam berada di Masjid,
tapi betapa cepatnya 2 jam berlalu saat menikmati pemutaran film di bioskop…

Lucu ya,
susah merangkai kata untuk dipanjatkan saat berdoa atau sholat,
tapi betapa mudahnya cari bahan obrolan bila ketemu teman…

Lucu ya,
betapa serunya perpanjangan waktu di pertandingan bola favorit kita,
tapi betapa bosannya bila imam sholat Tarawih bulan Ramadhan kelamaan bacaannya…

Lucu ya,
susah banget baca Al-Quran 1 juz saja,
tapi novel best-seller 100 halaman pun habis dilalap…

Lucu ya,
orang-orang pada berebut paling depan untuk nonton bola atau konser
tapi berebut cari shaf paling belakang bila Jumatan agar bisa cepat keluar…

Lucu ya,
kita perlu undangan pengajian 3-4 minggu sebelumnya agar bisa disiapkan di agenda kita,
tapi untuk acara lain jadwal kita gampang diubah seketika…

Lucu ya,
susahnya orang mengajak partisipasi untuk dakwah,
tapi mudahnya orang berpartisipasi menyebar gossip…

Lucu ya,
kita begitu percaya pada yang dikatakan koran,
tapi kita sering mempertanyakan apa yang dikatakan Al Quran…

Lucu ya,
semua orang pinginnya masuk surga,
tapi susah untuk berprilaku jujur dan khusyu' ibadah, apalagi berprilaku ikhlas dan bertaqwa…

Lucu ya,
begitu banyak orang segan/takut sama boss, pejabat, dan orang "besar" lainnya,
tapi begitu banyak orang yang cuek kepada Ar Raqiib…

Lucu ya,
kita bisa ngirim ribuan jokes lewat email,
tapi bila ngirim yang berkaitan dengan ibadah sering mesti berpikir dua-kali…
LUCU YA!

God has shown a favor! So, keep praying everybody..

“Dan sampaikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang mu’min bahwa sesungguhnya bagi mereka karunia yang besar dari Allah.” (QS. 33:4)