Random Q

Okay, when everybody around me start to answer some question about my life, i think i'd be nice if i share with you a bit.. Let's start:

1. What thing do you like the most?

" Basically, i love to write! it's fun for me when i'm playing with my mind, and make a short story, or write article. i wrote everything based on what i see, what i feel, what i hear, and what i get in my life... And as an ordinary girl, i love to shop.. Shop.. Shop "

2.What things can interesting you the most?

" Make UP! Bags! Shoes! Body Treatment! And of course hang out with my boyfriend "

3. What is your dream?

" Wow... i like this part ^_^ maybe this page won't enough to write down all my dream. But i'll try. Okay, first my deep deep dream is i want to be an entrepreneur. i want to work in lifestyle magazine industry. i want to have my own fashion and shoeline. i like to create something fun and useful. i like something multi task. i like to be a career woman & reach my goals. And the best after all, i want to be a Mom of my gorgeous children... "

4. If you must leave your house but you can only bring 3 pieces of your favorite stuffs, what it'd be?

" My Cellphone ( Blackberry), My make up bag, and My Boyfriend. hahaahhahhaa... "

5. Your favorite Make Up is...?

" Lipstick! i'm addict to Lipstick. i had 17 lipsticks so far.. LOL! Because i feel so fresh and not pale and pretty if wear lipstick. And the other, now i like to collect a various color of eyeshadow. i like blush on, and i collect a good brush also. Because i believe that a very good & premium brush is crucial for a good & perfect makeup results "

6. What is the important base of make up?

" A good face primer, foundation, & loose powder. Whatever the blush on, eyeshadow, lipstick, mascara you are using, if you don't use the perfect complexion, it's bullshit! The perfect complexion decide of all... "

7. What is your favorite make up brands?

" Emm,, actually i have a tons of stuffs i like. But i'll tell you the most. Umm, i really like:

- NARS Loose Powder in Dessert. it can made my skin looks flawless, and it's good to hold my oily skin. 

- I used Make Up Forever HD Primer / All matt Primer

- I like Make Up Forever HD Foundie #155 

- I like MAC Studio fix powder in NC/NW 35

- For the blush, my favorite are MAC Blush on in Melba so far. The shades is good, between pink and peach. Very nice! And i like NARS blush on in Dolce Vita, Angelika, Torrid, & Gilda. Very pigmented & high quality blushes. 

- For Lipstick, i usually use MAC amplified lipstick

- Make Up forever Lipstick in #28, 30, 31. 

- NYX round lipstick in Thalia, Frappucino, and many more ( They have so many colors and all good )

- I like Bobbi Brown Lipstick in Sandwash pink & Brownie.

- I Like Shiseido Lipstick in PK 303 
- For Lipgloss, i like Stila lip Enamel in Peach Nirvana

- I Love Urban Decay Primer Potion ( Eye Shadow Base). Very good!!! Makes my eyeshadow stay longer, and the color will looks more vibrant

- i Like ELF Mineral eyeshadow primer

- For the eyeshadow i like NYX Eyeshadows. it's very pigmented and affordable.

- I also Use Urban Decay Delux eyeshadow & Books of Shadow vol.III ( The packaging is fabulous. i swear ^_^ )

- For the eyeliner, i use MAC Fluidline liner in Blackstrack & Microviolet

- Make Up Forever gel liner #4 ( it's Turquoise )

- Revlon stay color in black & Brown

- Urban Decay 24/7 Glides on liner in Borboun & Stash

- NYX eye liner in Sapphire, Acid Green, & Purple

- And the last thing.. For mascara, the winner is just from Maybelline!!! Yay,, i've tried so many mascara, but there's nothing good as Maybelline does. It's truly Waterproof, and hold my lashes for too long. Love!

Okay, that's a random tag i wanna share with you. Hope you Enjoy... TeeHee

Music is My Life

Who among you who listen to music at least once a day? i'm sure all of you will raise your hand and say " MEEEE...." heheee,, so do i ^_^  Everybody agree with me, that music will increase our mood quickly. And it's seems like its represents what is felt by the heart. When we are happy, when we are sad, music is the way to make us better. Sometimes, music can also provide inspiration in life. Which means, when we are stuck or boring in office, maybe we can take a break for a while and put your earphone and get your iPod! Hahhaha... But don't for too long if you don't want  your boss get furious with you. LoL!

Well, what is in your playlist readers? Me? i have a various things to hear. At least, Trance and Progressive. hahahahahaa.. *Dancing*

Happy Belate Beerday

Yay... Yay... So Happy!!!

i'm 25th years old now. It means i have to make a good change of my life. i must be more grow up, more logic, more try hard to do my best. And of course, more closer to God ^_^

And the day when i was The Birdday Girl, i let myself thinking for awhile. Just me & I...  i reviewed about last years. What i had achieved and i did when i was 24? Was i success to make everybody happy? Did i do something 'BIG'? Well, that's not easy for me to create something that really refers to a better life. But at least i wanna try..

My Tumblr

www.storystarrynight.tumblr.com

Just come!! Even it's still under construction. Hahhahaa..

The Statement

" Fashion is not just about trend, or how fabulous the clothes that you wearing. But it more like How you feel confidence, comfort, and can easily reflect who you really are... "

My Passion. My Vision. My Mision

Well, when i'm sitting alone in my room or in front of my computer, and reading beauty blogs or other blogs that surely inspire me to keep writing, suddenly i'm pensive and quite. My mind has fly away in my own thought. i'm starting to daydream, to hopes, and my mind is playing with my fancy.

What i want? What goals that i'm looking for? Hmmm...

Then i just wanna share what's on my mind:

*  i want to have my fabulous beauty blogs. i wanna share and give review about products i used. Give information about good & trusted online store, good stuffs & many things. Girls like something cute and pretty.Girls deserve to be beautiful. So that all inspires me to join with their desire. Lovely!

* i want to work in fashion industry or lifestyle magazine. i wanna be a good editor in chief. Amen! Hahaha...

* i want to have my own clothing line named "Starry Night " ( it's ready to wear outfit and has a simple but edgy cutting. i like something loose, and the collection is all Loose Tees, Dresses with a simple pattern, good fabrics, and not much details like frills, lace, bow etc, it also has short, denim skirt, and many accessories like shawl, necklace, bracelet, and sunglasses) and also shoeline named " Starr by Catra " Amen! TeeHee..

* i'd like to have my own office. That's my 2nd place after my home. Where i can work, design, meeting, and do something that can earn much money. Amen! Hahhahaha... ^_^

After all, the best thing is i wanna be a good mom, good wife, and good person for everybody around. i won't stop to dreaming. i won't stop to share & inspiring people. We have to make our dream come true. We have to believe in ourselves that we are able to follow our goals. And the important thing is i believe GOD will lead my way, and answer my pray. Bismillah...

Happy (Late) New Years,,,

Yay,, Toooeettttt,,, Tooeeettttt,,,

Happy New Years, People ^_^ Sorry i'm late for celebrating in my own blog. But Nevermind, it's still the day three of January, right?

So, i wanna flash back for the 2010 and i wanna say so Thankful for what i've got in the last years.

First, i'd like to say.. THANK YOU ALLAH SWT for all the things You gave to me. For giving me a life just for FREE... (Can you imagine if we have to pay a tax for breathing?) And i really grateful to hado an opportunity for getting a job. A new experience for me, to be an employee. Yay,,

Second, i really grateful to have someone like my boyfriend. He really great to treat me right. To loving me, and take care of me... Love him...

Third, i'm the one of the lucky people to have a good family like mine. They're good, and lovely. Even when sometimes we're in fight, but that's okay. It's a normal in relationship right? LoL,,,

Fourth, i'm soooo...soooooo grateful with what i have now! No matter how the conditions were, but i felt like GOD never leave me alone. GOD always give me the solve of my problems, clue of any unanswered questions, and enlightenment when i'm in under pressure... Thank You Lord!

Fifth, i'm so happy to have a bestfriend!!! She's here with me for almost 11years, and we never had fight, we never be separated for a long time, and until now, she's really a good friend. Love ya sista...

And last, i feel that...

I feel that God's power is very large and powerful.

So, let's face 2011 with hopes and pray! Don't forget to work hard and reach your goals! Your happiness is in your hand. So, make it! create it! and do what you can do ^_^

i Love You, Mom..

 

Happy Mother's Day..

i really love my Parents, especially my Mom. Because she never ever complain when take care of me...

She never let me down.

She's introduced me to GOD for the first time. She let me know who was my creator? Who was my leader in heaven & earth. Whom the compassionate savior..

She always give me advice, to through this life.

She always protect me, even sometimes i feel like she took my freedom

But her aim was just want me to get my best

She always beside me, when i feel empty and lost

She never go away, when everybody's gone

She's so good person, she never pushed me to do something that i don't want to do

But she gimme a choice, to be what i wanna be...

She always hold me tight,

Like there's no tomorrow

Like i'm the only one who really she loves

And...

She always give the best for me

Until She closed her eyes

in her last breathe....

i Love you, Mom...

Why i really Love Make Up,,,

The first thing that i'd like to say is... i love color. i love being beautiful. And i love art. 

The palette make up in the counter is so catching my eyes. They're really pretty, and i have a huge passion in make up, think that i will buy those thing. And browsing make up in internet ( plus other people's beauty blogs) is my satisfaction. Blush on, Lipstick, Eye Shadows, Mascaras, Foundation is all i want!

 MAC

                                            Bobbi Brown

                                    Make Up Forever      

                                        Urban Decay

                                   Too Faced 
                 

                                                     NARS

                                           Smashbox  

                                     Anna Sui

i Love Them all... ^_^

Even though i'm not an expert in that part, i like to put something on my face. And i'm satisfied to see the results.

And i'm crazy with brushes too. Seems like wanna have 'em all, LoL... The perfect make up start with the perfect brush. it's essential. Good brushes are "The Must Have Item" for the beauty junkie like me.. Hahahhaa ^_^

Maybe i'm gonna give you the review of products i've used. And i think i will make a beauty blog, and share what i can show you about that.

All That i Really Want...

Semakin hari, semakin ada perubahan dan semakin bertambah juga usia saya.

Dimana kadang kala kita merasa jenuh dan stuck dengan apa yang sudah kita kerjakan dalam kesehariannya. Namun, dunia ini dinamis dan penuh warna. Asalkan kita tahu bagaimana caranya hidup & menikmati. What do you want to complement your life?

People's need is different. Depend on our financial & daily needs. But over all, hampir garis merahnya sama... Makan, kesehatan, rasa nyaman & aman, dan merasa bahagia. Kita harus bisa menciptakannya dengan rasa syukur dan selalu berusaha.

Saya sendiri ingin mencapai sebuah target dalam hidup saya. Saya harus bisa mendapatkannya, dan membuat hidup saya lebih baik lagi. Enjoy your life and make it simple untuk merasakan bahwa kita benar-benar beruntung dan sangat menghargai hidup ini. Setiap detik yang kita lalui, it's happen because there's a reason behind it all. There's no coincidence in this life.

Well people, have a nice Friday!!! Spread the love. Then you can see what it'll bring back at you ^_^

What a Girls Wants...

 

*Diamond! for Exactly... hehehhehe...

But, there's other cute things yang bisa bikin cewe2 diseluruh dunia teriak, "AAAAaaaaaa...", dan sukses membuat cewe2 hilang kesadaran dalam sekejap. Well, Apa ituuuuu?

- Sale...Sale...Sale! Yup, discount (apalagi yang gila2an) mampu buat cewe2 kalap nggak karuan. Barang2 lucu nan keren yang terpampang di etalase bener2 menggiurkan. Apalagi ditambah bandrol "50%", " Buy one get one free ", atau " 70% on 2nd item " hehehe...

- Salon & Spa. Bayangin, seharian kena macet, ujian dapet nilai C, gebetan nggak kunjung nge-respon, brantem sama pacar, duh... Tapi, abis itu Qta 'melarikan diri' ke tempat yang cozy-nya ampun2an itu. Dipijat, creambath, mani-pedi, lulur+scrub, facial, hot stone massage, WUIH! Rasanya semua penat dan bete seharian tadi terbayarkan sudah.

- Travelling. Bali, Jogja, Belitung, Padang, Pulau Umang, Solo, Manado, Puncak, sampai ke luar negeri emang hal yang paling menyenangkan. mendatangi tempat2 bersejarah, pusat perbelanjaan paling hip, tempat jajanan ueenaaakkk (tapi murah meriah!), atau penginapan yang luar biasa nyaman udah dapat dipastiin kalo itu (satu2nya) cara untuk 'kabur' dari kenyataan. Hehehhe...Apalagi, kalau sukses flirting sama cowo oke didaerah setempat. Wow, pulang dengan hati senang, barang2 lucu baru, pikiran fresh, pengalaman asyik plus kecengan baru. Perfect!

- Make Up & Skin care. Eyeliner hitam ala smokey eyes..check! blush on pink...check! mineral foundation..check! Lipstick nude..check! Lipgloss super glossy..check! Eyeshadow multi warna..check! Parfume keluaran terbaru..check! Hair serum..check! Huuuuaaaahhh... produk2 canggih yang bisa menyulap Qta jadi cewe paling cantik sedunia. Paling enak berburu kosmetik dengan Girlfriend yang asiiiikkk...wah, seruuuu!!!

- Arisan! Nge-gossip. ngerumpi, hahahihi, ngumpul-ngumpul, rame-rame sambil ngocok arisan emang Girl thing yang udah turun temurun dari nenek, nyokap sampe tante Qta yang super stylish itu. apalagi kalo pas Qta yang menang, wuiiiihhh...langsung cabut ke butik paling up to date se-jagad raya. hohoho...

- Foto2. Mulai dari photobox (jaman dulu bgt,hihhi...), Foto section di kota tua, foto2 dengan gaya yang super oke, bahkan Foto2 pake HP adalah hal wajib bagi cewe kalo udah ngumpul (sendirian juga asik kok!). Ibarat kata pepatah lama, " Perempuan nggak jauh-jauh dari kaca & baju bagus " ternyata emang bener. Sebutan 'banci kamera' pasti udah jadi hal biasa buat Qta. Nggak peduli omongan orang lain yang pentiiiiingg... Jeprreeeetttt!

- Fashion magazine. merupakan 'kitab' yang wajib dibaca bagi cewe2 fashionista. Liat2 fashion item terbaru, style selebriti dunia (Huaaa...kate moss still on top), artikel keren, Tips2 mujarab, emang perlu untuk meng-up date lifestyle Qta sebagai cewe metropolis. So, next week udah pasti temen2 bilang," Beli dimana scarf leopard looo?? keeereeennn buanggeettttt! " hehehe...

- Shoes. Stilletos, flat shoes, ballet shoes, wedges, pump shoes, oxford shoes, gladiator, ankle boots, atau keds pasti udah jadi 'senjata andalan' bagi kaum cewe. outfit yang biasa bisa disulap jadi langsung luar biasa. Konon katanya, sepatu yang oke bisa buat mood cewe bagus seketika. Ibaratnya, Qta bisa bilang kalo Sarah Jessica Parker adalah cewe paling beruntung sedunia karena punya jutaan pasang Manolo Blahnik. hehehe.. Ngiiirriiii...

At least but not last...

- Fall in love with a right guy! Punya cowo baik hati, smart, cute, seruuu, perhatian, emang hal yang paling sukses bikin cewe berasa terbang ke langit ke7. Apalagi kalo cowo itu cinta mati sama Qta. WOW! Rasanya nggak ada yang ngalahin. Old man said," Fall in love is the greatest thing happen in the world...ever! Because Love is the Number one of painkiller. Love could make all the girls feel beautiful, meaningful, and complete..." Hmm, gmana? setuju?

Love never lost, cos love has its own way to go... No matter how far it is..."
-BintangkeciL-


Apa sih yang ada di benak kalian kalo denger kata "Cinta"? Hmm...
-sayang
-pengorbanan
-ingin memiliki
-cemburu
-rasa kasihan (mungkin)
-obsesi
-menggebu-gebu
-posesif
-sakit hati
-sex
-kebahagiaan...
Well...
Cinta tuh hanya sebuah perasaan. Dari dalam hati, karena ada suatu chemistry dengan seseorang. Tanpa syarat, tanpa pamrih, tanpa perhitungan apapun! Saat kita merasakan cinta datang dalam hidup kita, semua terasa fatamorgana. YUP! Apapun nggak bisa diliat secara logika, seolah semuanya sempurna. Padahal, ada beberapa yang sedikit 'nggak enak' kalo kita bicara soal cinta... Bayangkan:
-orang ketiga
-selingkuh
-beda argumentasi
-beda prinsip
-berkhianat
Itu semua juga esensi yang ada di dalam cinta. Sesuatu yang nggak fair, namun nyata. Lantas, gimana dengan dengan nasib orang2 yang ngalaminnya? Apa iya mereka masih berpikir bahwa cinta itu indah.

Hmm...Love is just what you need, what you feel, and what you get. So if you're falling in love right now, just enjoy it! Don't ever give a damn about everything. Though love is also full of risk, but just let it go! Coz love was created with all of happiness. With passion. With hope. With dreams...

What is Marriage Actually?

" Selamat menempuh hidup baru! "
" Wah...enak ya udah married! "
" Aduuuuhhh...umur segini blom juga dilamar! "
" Pokoknya umur 25 gw harus kawin..."
" Ntar gw pengen punya suami yg bla..bla..bla.. punya anak bla..bla.. Punya rumah bla..bla.."

Oke! Menikah...
Untuk sebagian orang, perkawinan adalah satu2nya cara untuk mendapatkan kebahagiaan. Seperti di Agama juga dibilang, bahwa menikah adalah salah satu cara beribadah & hukumnya wajib. Hmm... kalau emang begitu, kok masih aja ada perceraian, gono-gini, bla..bla..bla....
Menurut pengalaman orang2 disekitar gw, mereka banyak yang 'kejedot' sama pernikahan mereka. Ada yang hampir cerai, sampe gantung aja gitu tanpa kepastian apa2. Apa iya masalah pernikahan itu sesepele itu? Dengan gampangnya berpaling & menyia2kan kesucian dari pernikahan itu sendiri.
Naksir-pacaran-dilamar-kawin-honeymoon-berantem-cerai...
Simple ya?! Sesuatu hal yang semestinya sakral, disaksikan Tuhan, & suci, pokoknya Luar biasa banget deh, tapi kok kayaknya jaman sekarang Marriage itu kesannya 'bisa dibeli' ya? Orang dengan gampangnya mengikat janji, lalu membuyarkannya hanya karena...Emosi!
Dimana nilai agung sebuah pernikahan? Dimana kebahagiaan setelah menikah? Oke-lah, menikah atau nggak itu sebuah pilihan seorang manusia dewasa. Tapi, disini kita harus bisa mengukur kualitas diri sendiri. Dalam artian, kalo emang dari sono-nya nggak bisa setia ( Tukang selingkuh, bosenan, gatelan, dll ), yaaa jangan ambil resiko untuk menikah.Daripada nantinya ada KDRT, atau tekanan bathin, atau malah perselingkuhan. Oke, people changes! Nah, kalo mau berubah yaa berubah dong! Jangan tiba2 penyakit lama kambuh lagi. Ini adalah masalah pernikahan! Bukan sekedar pacaran....
Sekarang soal perceraian. Tau nggak sih artinya cerai tuh apa? Mengajukan cerai-pengadilan-sidang-baru deh cerai...
Jujur gw bingung, katanya orang jaman sekarang tuh pinter, tapi kok masih nggak ngerti juga dengan hal2 simple kayak gitu? Apa mereka yang terlalu cuek & menganggap pernikahan mereka itu nggak penting? Ada aja yang masih ngelakuin hal ini : Berantem hebat-pisah ranjang/pisah rumah-ngaku2 udah cerai-menjalin hubungan lagi dengan orang baru...
Helloooooo...is it called divorced anyway? Secara hukum aja masih suami-istri, apalagi dimata agama. Kok bisa2nya ya berpikiran & ngalakuin hal kayak gitu? Stupid...
Mereka menganggap apa? Sepele... Pathetic-nyaaaaa...
So, what is marraige trully means? Jawabannya relatif, tapi yang pasti menikah itu ibadah. Menikah itu komitmen. Menikah itu untuk memiliki keturunan yang berkualitas. Menikah itu menjalankan rukun Islam. Menikah itu Cinta. Menikah itu pilihan beserta konsekuensi-nya...
Sebagai manusia intelek & berkualitas, mestinya bisa lebih concern akan pernikahannya. Just because, it supposed to be once in a lifetime..Marriage isn't a joke! So, make the marriage itself become a bridge to the Happiness...

Persepsi itu relatif

Kalau bicara soal benar dan salah, itu tidak bisa diukur hanya dengan satu argumen saja. Sekarang ini yang saya amati, benar dan salah itu sangat relatif. Orang dengan mudahnya membenarkan yang salah, dan yang salah-pun dengan alasan-alasan dan faktor lain juga dapat menjadi benar. Manusia memandang segala sesuatunya itu bisa dilihat dari berbagai macam sisi dan berbagai macam hal. Asumsi-asumsi orang bisa jadi satu bahan perdebatan hebat sepanjang malam dan menciptakan satu keriuhan yang amat mendalam. Padahal, kalau ingin menilik hati kecil ( yang semua orang juga tahu bahwa itu jujur ), apa iya benar-salah itu masih bersifat relatif?
Mengapa, ada istilah " Tak kenal maka tak sayang? " dan kata-kata " first impression? " Lalu apa hubungannya dengan persepsi? Well, sebagian manusia normal ( dalam artian yang baik-baik saja, bukan orang jahat/usil, Tukang gossip, dsb ) biasanya mereka akan menilai kita 75% dari penampilannya terlebih dahulu. Bagaimana gesture-nya, ekspresi mukanya, gaya pakaiannya, dll. 5-10 menit pertama, kita bisa melihat topik yang ia bawakan. 30-1 jam kedepan kita dapat larut dalam pembicaraan yang dibawanya. Sebulan-setahun berikutnya, kita dapat mengerti dia itu seperti apa. Tapi, untuk benar-benar memahaminya, bukan tidak mungkin kita membutuhkan waktu lebih dari tiga tahun untuk mengenal seseorang. It'd really takes time to know peoples cause like we knew, peoples are very complicated. Soul are very abstract, and we never know what's on their mind.
Kita bisa menilai seseorang dan memiliki persepsi tentangnya dikarenakan oleh apa sih? Pastinya karena apa yang orang itu persentasikan ke kita & realita yang ada di balik kehidupannya kan? Baik atau buruknya, itu semua tergantung bagaimana mereka bisa menyuguhkan sesuatu yang pas. Tidak lebih, tapi juga tidak kurang. Maka dari itu, norma-norma yang dewasa ini terlalu sering di abaikan & disepelekan sebenarnya sangat penting, karena, itu menyangkut kepada moralitas seseorang yang berkaitan dengan perilakunya masing-masing.
Sementara itu, moralitas bisa didapat dari mana? Apa hanya karena doktrin orang tua sejak kita kecil dan ajaran guru agama di SD? Kalau menurut saya, itu bisa didapat dari bagaimana kita ingin menghargai diri kita sendiri. Yang akan membawa kita ke level yang lebih baik dan memiliki satu esensi sebagai manusia biasa. Dan apabila orang lain pada akhirnya dapat melihat dan menilai kita, sesungguhnya itu merupakan acuan yang dapat kita gunakan sebagai motivator untuk mengubah apa yang buruk pada kita & memperbaiki segalanya. Just because, hanya orang yang sangat hebat dan luar biasa-lah yang bisa bercermin pada diri sendiri.
Kenapa manusia terlalu terbiasa untuk menoleransi & membenarkan apa yang salah? Sejujurnya mereka tahu bahwa itu melenceng jauh dan mungkin sampai mengorbankan harga diri? Jawabannya hanya pada anda, dan ini berbalik pada kualitas manusia sebagai manusia utuh yang diciptakan Tuhan semestinya. Well, persepsi memang relatif. Dan bagi sebagian orang, mungkin tinggal di negara demokrasi tidak begitu enak, karena adanya kebebasan bicara & berpendapat.
So, bagaimana dengan kalimat, " Bodo amat dengan omongan orang! toh mereka nggak ngasih gw makan..."
Hanya manusia tak berpikir yang tidak mau mendengar sesuatu yang baik tentang dirinya. Realita itu pahit, dan saya juga sadar bahwa tak ada yang lebih kejam dari sebuah penilaian.

i just wanna say...

Everytime i realize that this is empty for so long..
i've lost the key & i've lost the blanket.
So i slept alone in that dark night..
Without someone that could bring me into the light..
i'm just a girl whom always waiting for that time,
nowhere to run, keep thinking, keep breathing..
i'm with you. It doesn't matter.
My tears get dry & i'm still hoping...
for oneday,
you'll come to me and say
" i miss you "