Social Networking Alerts!

Facebook. Twitter. Plurk. Myspace. Foursquare. Koprol. Friendster. 

Whatever you mention... i thought that nowadays, everything goes so simple, quick, and easy. People live in this modern era is really need something could support their daily needs. Beside they do their daily routine, they also need refreshing and spent a time with friends. Exactly! But sometimes, they don't have so much time to make an appointment to meet in coffee shop, mall, or even just hang out in apartment or house.

So, That's what the role of social networking. People can meet a lovely friend as easy as clap our finger. We don't need a time to meet, but we can chat & share all day long. Plus, if we had have a gorgeous gadget like Blackberry or iPhone --> it both automatically make our life easier. ( it even happened to me... LoL) hahaha... it'll be more effective & easy & also fun.We don't have to bother if we want to do some socialization with others. Just Sign Up. Login. And TaaaDaaaaa,,, Whatever we find is available in the internet.

But Hey...

Don't you ever think that we need something real? Can you imagine, that hang out with girlfriend in the mall, or sharing by face to face in girl's room, or get a jogging or go to gym together is so much fun? We can see our besties' face when we tell a good news. Or we can hug them warmly when they broke up with their boyfriend. That's so beautiful to have... Sometimes, technology can make us blind. They're control our life as if we don't have heart & feeling. Sigh...

But, behind it all, it's depend on us. Don't blame the technology. We must accept, that we need it. So, use it wisely! Just enjoy your time with your laptop, Blackberry, iPad, iPod touch & iPhone, etc...

 But don't forget to make a time with friends or boyfriend in weekend. Trust me, it all really works... Yay!!!

it's Tuesday

Haaaiiii guys...

what are you all doing right now? The weather is too hot and i think it's good to stay at my Mom's room and sitting in front of my Bro's computer. LoL...

Well,

i just wanna say, Enjoy your day whatever the condition are... Because when we can feel grateful, we will get or at least feel the good things. So Do i, i realize that there's so many undone in my wish list. But Hey, everything is need a process, right? if i'm saying about the process, i remembered the time when i was talking with my friend, Liga, in my friend's place last night.

He was talking about what's on his mind. Okay, i'd tell you first that he's so smart. He knows everything! From history, cultured, ideology, music genres, and religion view. He had a lot of idea, concept, and the good topics that he can write. And every article that he wrote is so important & good to read. He can explored what he saw, he heard, and he got. He had a very good point of view, especially about the working class & the community

( i can't tell here what's kind of the community are. Because it's not for expose here... sorry )

But he's just lacking of the facilities. There's so many things in his mind, he wants to explore, but he doesn't know how to run it. There's one problem that he faces, & that's so crucial, important, and never can be compromise. And one more time, i can't tell here about his main problem...Sorry!
He said, " My head is full of idea, & topics to write. Until i don't know what must i do. i'm stuck. Because i don't have something to can support it. i swear, this year i must have computer! i don't care what will happen, but i must! i can't just remain silent like this! i have to make an article as soon as possible..." 
" Just because i don't have the facility, because of my financial matters, so i must be patient. Everything needs a process. i know it'll take a time, but at the end, if the process are give the results, that is the award for me... "

So, i've got a new things. Something that i can learn, how to use my ability, plus when i have the facilities like laptop, brain ( he had a more brilliant brain than me.. LoL ), and money. Don't ever wasted your time & your skill. We can do anything, create anything, and do something big if we want it. Use what you have wisely. There's so many awesome & smart & brilliant & gorgeous peoples out there. But they don't have a enough facility for support it.

One more time, Thankful for what you have in your life... That's precious!!!

Bismillah...

Dear God,

When i review about what happen & what i've got today, i have a tons of grateful. Because You're not only give me a beautiful things. You give me the color of  life. You teach me how to see a life in variety of viewpoints. You teach me how to live. You lead me to my goals. You teach me how to fly. When i'm happy then turn to bad or sad just in one sec, and its seems like everything has ruined. But in the other side, its all normal. And so human being...

Dear God,

i think You're a such a great creator. You organized people's life so well. You made an unpredictable plans & nobody can guess. everything so unexpected. But as a human, i always complain when everything is out of my expectation. i can mad, i can be upset, i can feel disappointed, and start to excite my anger. i know it's wrong, but i can't win my ego.

Dear God,

Please guide me to Your way. The right path where Your bless is exist. i don't wanna be a deserter. i have a lot of sins, And that's enough for me to not add more sin. Am i wrong, if sometimes i think that You deserve an imperfect life to me? And i'm not Thankful for that... And i can't make those imperfect life perfectly. Ooohhh Geez, i know i'm totally wrong. And i need Your apologize. i don't mean to do that.

Dear God,

Thank You...

And as always, i really enjoy to talking to You...

Hey Hoo...

I'm Back!

After i was so busy with my daily routine, struggled with my days, and prepare for my  future. Oh Whaaaattt, really? Geez.. seems like i'm a carrier woman or celebrity or even president. Waakakkaka... No, i just felt not bad yesterday! My condition wasn't too fit. i was tired, sleepy all day long, not too excited to through the day, and uummm... actually, a lil bit lazy. hahhaa..

So i realize that i don't have to be like that. i must wake up, freshen up myself then GO! The beautiful world is waiting for me. No matter what will happen, but i keep positive thinking to face it. Even when sometimes i forget to grateful with what i've got --> i'm still a human being, Tho'! LoL...

Well... Have a nice weekend people... 

Spread you smile, spread your love, and see what you will get..

So Much Smooch...

PMS Ruined my Mood

Sometimes...

i don't wanna be disturb! i don't wanna anyone to accompany me. And i don't wanna share anything...

But Hey, do i really that one? Why am i so sensitive? it really wasn't me...

But i admit, sometimes i need a time for myself. Where i can fully understand about myself. What i want, what i need, what i like, & what i dislike...

i realize, woman is so very complicated. We never understand them if we don't try to being part of them... Hahahaaha!

So, 'Me Time' is very important to us. Especially when you're in bad mood (i can say that PMS is so sucks, LOL) and you need a space to recovery it. Give yourself a quality time to do whatever you like & you want to do. Trust me, it really works! ^_^

Cerita Singkat di Pagi hari

Morning All...

How's today? is it good? Hmmm.. i hope so!

Well, i just wanna share about a little silly things. Umm, Not too important, but i'd like to write here. LoL! As usual, i want to say, Thank You lord for giving me a good day...

Okay, i'll start to a little silly story!

Once Upon a Time...

There was a Little Girl who lived in the village, she lived on the farm exactly. Living near from the beautiful forest with filled with the trees.  She lived with her Mom & Dad, And her Big Brother, And her Uncle.

One day, The Little girl wants to take care of a horse. She asked to her Dad for having a cute horse. She will give the name of the horse with Lily.

" Dad... may i have a horse? i'm promise i will take care of the horse well "

" Hmmm, Will you? Okay, i will think about it again. i will discuss with uncle, what type of horse that will be good for you" Dad said. He wants to make sure if She can treat the horse well.

The Little Girl hugs him & give a kiss in his cheek, " Thank You Daddy.."

In The Next Morning...

" Hey Little Girl, take a look around in the backyard! What do i have for you? You supposed to be happy.." Daddy said.

" Woooowwww... it's a horse! Yay, Thank You Daddy, Thank You Uncle" The Little Girl run to the horse & caress her. She played with the horse all day long. It seems like, there's nothing interested her except the horse.

But Suddenly...

" Daddy, i want to say honestly. Uumm, actually, i want a white horse. But mine is black. White is cuter than black..." She said.

3 Days later,

" Hey my lovely daughter, Come on, look at the stabling. Me & Uncle have a surprise for you..."

" What's that Daddy,,,," Then She run out of the house.

Then...

" Here it is!!!! Now, you have a white horse like what you want.."  Uncle said.

" Where's my Lily?"

" That's Lily! Maybe you can try to call her..."

"Lilyyyy...WooHooo..." She called out of her. And the horse come to her.

The Little Girl wonder, " Dad.. how come Lily become white like this? She's black i think..."

Dad, Uncle, Mom, and Big brother are laughing...

" Yes, she's truly Lily. But yesterday i was discussed with your uncle about the Lily's color. Then, we're agree to change the color. So, I had the idea to paint the entire body with white paint. Hahhaahhaha..."

" Whaaatttt, Oh My God Daddy,,, Uncle.." She's speechless. But at the end of the day, She's so happy for having the dream horse, is White beauty horse...

LoL!!! Have a nice day ^_^

Love our Earth

We lived in this Planet...

The Planet loves us!

She wants us to keep her, and save her, and take care of her well

She does not want us to do something that could damage the environment

So, let's Love our mother earth!

it's almost Dawn

Well,

 i just wanna feel this silent night. Just me & this computer. i'm blog walking since at 1 O'Clock and i'm very amazed with everybody out there. i noticed, there's so many inspiring people. They all have a brilliant thought! They're have a very good work in art or taste of fashion, and some of  them are very good for exploring their mind. i like that!

i'm so encourage to make good things. Something good, great, & superb. i have to do something! i have to create something useful to another. You know, what's on my mind when I saw type of people like that? i feel like, I get a motivate to do. To reach my dreams, and make it real. I know, I have an brilliant idea too (LoL) & I want to share to everybody, what was I thinking.
So, just do what you wanna do! As long as it's good, and stay in the right way & you can do it wisely, Go ahead...

Indahnya Bersyukur

Hmmm...

Ketika kita baru saja mendapatkan hal baik, rejeki, berita baik, anugerah, dan apalah itu yang bisa membuat kita 'jingkrak-jingkrak' bahagia, kita pasti tak segan-segan untuk mengucap syukur kepada Sang Maha Kuasa.Kita langsung meng-iYA-kan bahwa Tuhan itu sangat baik. Dan kita merasa hidup kita utuh & sempurna.

Tapi, saat kita tertimpa musibah, mendengar berita yang kurang baik, mendapatkan sesuatu yang membuat kita drop & sedih ( bahkan marah ), apa iya kita masih sempat atau bisa bersyukur akan hal itu? Apa iya kita bisa mengambil hikmah atas setiap kejadian secara bijaksana?

Saya akui, orang biasanya bersyukur atas hal yang baik-baik saja. Mungkin saya juga seperti itu. LoL!

Tapi, coba deh kita resapi betul-betul, hal yang kurang baik itu. Kenapa sih kita diberi cobaan? Kenapa sih Tuhan mengambil sesuatu yang berharga dari kita? Kenapaaa...

Well, justru segala macam bentuk yang kurang baik itu, tidak benar-benar buruk buat kita. Dilihat dari segi positifnya, hal itu bisa membuat mental kita kuat, bisa membuat kita selalu berhati-hati dalam bertindak, bisa membuat kita menjadi lebih dewasa, dan membuat kita selalu bersyukur atas apa yang sudah kita miliki. Betapa besar karunia yang diberikan Tuhan untuk kita.

So, always be grateful for whatever you've received. Even it's the bad things, we don't have to forget to say

" Alhamdullilah Ya Rabb for the things You give to me. i know You wouldn't give me a problem, if i couldn't through that. You give me something according to the measuring. it won't exceed from my capacity. So, Thank You, Lord... for giving me a breath, for free "

That's what i feel...

i Feel so empty, when you're not here

i'm staring at the starry skies when i feel it

To be with you, is all i need

Even when i pretend that i'm OK

i can't lie

i miss you so much...

Nice. Lovely. Great

Don't be Sad!

Some people said, " Life isn't always good like we expect. Sometimes its hard to through & full of risk. But behind all of those, Life will give you soul to breathe.. "

So, open up your heart & let the sunshine in....

Yay...Yay...

What do you think when you see this picture?

i think, we all have the same perception. That Life is great! Life is Big, no matter how hard it is... 

We surely know that everything could be turn in a quick time. Sometimes we can laugh, happy, full of joy, then suddenly sad when we heard a bad news. It all happen just in a sec. But for me, that's what makes life more colorful.

Enjoy the moment is the key to reach the Happiness. Even when we're in bad condition, or something happen to us, but we have to keep struggle.

we must believe that there is wisdom behind a things, moment, problem...

So, just pray, introspection, learning from mistake, and don't repeat our mistake. Just get Happy!!!

Enjoy my Time...

Well,

Ketika saya sedikit meluangkan waktu untuk berpikir, diam, merenung, merasakan, dan menghayati setiap kejadian yang sudah saya lalui, saya sedikit tercengang olehnya. Saya berkata kepada diri saya, " Wow... Sungguh Yang Maha Kuasa memberi begitu banyak kasih sayang dan berkah didalam kesulitan-kesulitan yang saya hadapi. Ia ingin membuat saya kuat. Ia ingin membuat saya lebih 'hidup'. Ia ingin menunjukan kuasaNya bahwa segala sesuatunya mungkin bagiNya. Dan, Ia masih sangat menyayangi saya, dengan cara saya dibuat 'terjaga' agar saya tidak terlalu terlena di dalam dunia ini.

Walaupun sebagai manusia normal, saya masih sangat duniawi. Mengingat usia saya yang masih "Segar-segarnya" LoL! But deep inside my heart, i never stop to grateful. And say ALHAMDULLILAH...All the thing that God give me, it all a learning. God wants me to be strength, Powerful, brave, and never give up. Not a weakness that i (must) get.

So, Thank you to Allah SWT, to always keep me, and save me...

Cinta.Love.Amour.Liebe.

Love doesn't need any words...

Because Love can describe itself

Without a reason, without an excuse, unconditionally

Just feel & through it...

Love is You!

isn't that funny enough?

Lucu ya,
uang Rp 20,000an kelihatan begitu besar bila dibawa ke kotak amal mesjid,
tapi begitu kecil bila kita bawa ke mall…

Lucu ya,
45 menit terasa terlalu lama untuk berdzikir,
tapi betapa pendeknya waktu itu untuk pertandingan liga Italy…

Lucu ya,
betapa lamanya 2 jam berada di Masjid,
tapi betapa cepatnya 2 jam berlalu saat menikmati pemutaran film di bioskop…

Lucu ya,
susah merangkai kata untuk dipanjatkan saat berdoa atau sholat,
tapi betapa mudahnya cari bahan obrolan bila ketemu teman…

Lucu ya,
betapa serunya perpanjangan waktu di pertandingan bola favorit kita,
tapi betapa bosannya bila imam sholat Tarawih bulan Ramadhan kelamaan bacaannya…

Lucu ya,
susah banget baca Al-Quran 1 juz saja,
tapi novel best-seller 100 halaman pun habis dilalap…

Lucu ya,
orang-orang pada berebut paling depan untuk nonton bola atau konser
tapi berebut cari shaf paling belakang bila Jumatan agar bisa cepat keluar…

Lucu ya,
kita perlu undangan pengajian 3-4 minggu sebelumnya agar bisa disiapkan di agenda kita,
tapi untuk acara lain jadwal kita gampang diubah seketika…

Lucu ya,
susahnya orang mengajak partisipasi untuk dakwah,
tapi mudahnya orang berpartisipasi menyebar gossip…

Lucu ya,
kita begitu percaya pada yang dikatakan koran,
tapi kita sering mempertanyakan apa yang dikatakan Al Quran…

Lucu ya,
semua orang pinginnya masuk surga,
tapi susah untuk berprilaku jujur dan khusyu' ibadah, apalagi berprilaku ikhlas dan bertaqwa…

Lucu ya,
begitu banyak orang segan/takut sama boss, pejabat, dan orang "besar" lainnya,
tapi begitu banyak orang yang cuek kepada Ar Raqiib…

Lucu ya,
kita bisa ngirim ribuan jokes lewat email,
tapi bila ngirim yang berkaitan dengan ibadah sering mesti berpikir dua-kali…
LUCU YA!

God has shown a favor! So, keep praying everybody..

“Dan sampaikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang mu’min bahwa sesungguhnya bagi mereka karunia yang besar dari Allah.” (QS. 33:4)

What is happiness trully means?

" The more you get pain & bitter things, The more you will understand life "
-BintangkeciL-

Well, sebenernya bahagia itu apa sih?

-Merasa senang...iya!

-Beruntung...iya!

-Dapet rejeki...iya!

-Dilamar pacar...iya!

-Live without worries...Lebih iya lagi! Lalu, apa dong? Kita hidup di dunia ini mencari apa sih? buntut2nya pasti nyari kebahagiaan itu sendiri kan?

Bahagia itu adalah anugerah terbesar dari Tuhan. Kebahagiaan itu datang nggak dengan sendirinya, tapi perlu ada usaha untuk dapetin itu. Karena, hidup itu proses. Proses itu menuju hasil akhir. Dan hasil akhir itu-lah yang akan kita rasain. Semua tergantung gimana kita membuat konsepnya dan berusaha untuk mewujudkannya.

Kita bisa aja bahagia sepanjang hari, kuncinya cuma kita harus bisa 'damai' dengan diri kita sendiri. Dalam artian, Love yourself! Respect yourself! Create your own happiness. Kita nggak akan bisa ngandelin orang lain hanya untuk buat kita bahagia. Kenapa? karena CUMA kita yang bisa ngerti diri kita sendiri. Orang lain nggak akan pernah tau apa yang lagi kita pikirin & rasain (kecuali kalo kita ngomong).

Bagaimana dengan banyak uang bak paman gober? apa iya itu udah jaminan kita pasti bahagia? Now, imagine this...

Ada orang kaya raya, pengen apa2 tinggal nunjuk, bosen dirumah tinggal pergi pake jet pribadi, punya pulau, gonta-ganti pasangan udah kayak ganti baju, pokoknya hidup serasa di surga deh! Tapiii, they live between a hypocrite people around them. Orang2 mau berteman sama dia yaa cuma karna dia tajir melintir. And they always feel empty coz they don't know how to learning for belongings. Hmm...Happy tuh dia? belum tentuuuu... Mungkin secara kasat mata, iya! Tapi dalam hati...nah lo?!

Masalah hidup. Kadang orang merasa kalo dapet masalah berarti lagi sial. Yaaa..emang sih! hehehe..But if we wanna look inside, find the philosophy of that trouble, We'll know that how lucky we are coz God give us a problem. Loh kok? Iyaaa...karena masalah itu (suka-nggak-suka) adalah suatu sarana untuk ningkatin level & kualitas kita. Masalah dateng dengan alasan di belakangnya. Dan di depannya, ada satu kebahagiaan plus lembaran baru yang akan kita dapetin. I know that's not easy, but God give a problem coz God knows, we can through that!

Dan konon katanya, kebahagiaan itu datang setelah kita apes-apes dulu. Istilah lamanya

" berakit-rakit dahulu, berenag-renang ketepian. Bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenag-senang kemudian. " hehehhee...

So, the truly means of happiness are...the Happiness itself! as simple like that, tapi punya makna yang dalam.

Well, have a nice day everybody! spread your love to each other, and feel what will they give to you...hehehehehe...

Sayap-sayap patah

Ada satu kisah...
tentang wanita tanpa sayap
ingin terbang...
ingin bersuara...
Dimana istana itu?
megah seperti surga,
indah bak taman bunga
Ia...
bercengkrama dengan peri hutan...
dengan bunga hitam...
Lalu,
sejenak ia tahu...
sayap-sayap itu...
patah!
dan terdiam!

Pe-Na-Sa-Ran

" Aduuuuuhhh..dia gimana ya sama gw?"
" Semoga dia punya perasaan yang sama kayak gw..."
" Apa sih yang ada di pikirannya? "
" Bales kek sms gw..."

Kalimat-kalimat diatas pasti udah nggak asing lagi kalo kamu lagi PDKT sama orang...ya kan?

Harap2 cemas dia gimana sama kita, sabar berjam2 nungguin dia bales sms/telpon kita, berkhayal sepanjang hari tentang dia..bla..bla..blaaa...

Pertanyaan yang sering muncul dalam benak kita adalah, " Apa iya dia suka sama gw? "

Hm, wajar sih kalo kita punya pikiran seperti itu. Hehehe...Tapi, lebih baik lagi kalo semuanya dilakukan dengan usaha yang tepat. Dalam artian, berusahalah dengan cara yang cerdas. Apalagi kalau cewek, cukup beri sinyal ke dia kalo kita available, lovely, and easy to reach. Jangan malah sok jualmahal yang terlalu mahal sampe2 dia males deketin kita. Cowok emang pejuang, tapi bukan berarti dia mau memperjuangkan hal2 yang 'neko-neko'...

Punya rasa penasaran sama perasaan orang yang kita suka emang gampang-gampang susah. Kita bisa menghabiskan waktu berjam2 hanya untuk menebak2 isi hati dia. Nah, daripada wasting time ( sementara kita masih punya sejuta kegiatan seru yang sayang kalo ditinggalin ) lebih baik kita coba untuk make a conversation yang secara nggak langsung 'nyerempet2' ke hal itu. Kasih clue ke dia kalo kita 'ada' & start with a lovely care...

Lalu, gimana denan si Dia yang juga blom kunjung datang a.k.a blom juga ngajak ketemuan???

Saya nggak akan ngomong " Sabar aja " karena itu basi banget & semua juga tau...

First, lo yang ngajakin duluan juga gpp, asaaaaalll...caranya jangan norak! pinter2 speak & basa-basi-laaaahhhh...hehe

hhee...
Second, pura2 minta tolong sama dia. Misalnya, minta tolong anter ke dokter, atau temenin benerin komputer kesayangan kamu itu, atau tolong minta anter ke bengkel...Asal jangan minta jemput yaa, nanti dia bisa berpikir bahwa kita manja & nggak mandiri.
Well, si Dia juga blom menunjukan tanda2 mau diajak ketemuan, sikap 'Antara-ada-dan-tiada', & sms yang dibales-nggak-dibales-nggak itu...Enough! Kita sebagai cewe udah cukup untuk ngasih dia sinyal & clue. Sekarang tinggal dia yang make a move ke kita.
Yakin aja satu hal: Cowok kalo emang niat sama kita, juga pasti akan datang ke kita kok...

Hmmm...Penasaran emang nggak enak. Tapi kalo kita bisa dapetin apa yang selama ini buat kita penasaran, That would be a very good award & gift for us...

Setitik Debu diujung Sepatumu

Keshia, Perempuan 23thn, seorang pekerja seni, mengenakan singlet putih+celana pendek abu-abu, menyeruput Cappucinno panas sambil mendengarkan "Alvin maker's green song" nya The Scene Aesthetic, sore itu...

Dia memandang keluar jendela kamarnya. Dengan hati gelisah dan pikiran yang melayang kemana-mana, mencoba menghapus ( atau mengingat? ) kejadian 3 tahun silam...

" Tolong jangan pergiiii..."

" Aku harus! Udah nggak bisa! "

" Jangan, jangan buat aku seperti puzzle yang kehilangan satu kepingnya.."

" Please, semua udah berakhir! Aku udah nggak bisa, jangan dipaksa..."

" Tapi..."

" APAAAA? "

" Aku sayang kamu..."

Mati rasa!

Hari itu-pun pergi & hilang begitu saja. Tanpa seulas senyum dari wajah gadis itu. Hanya kenangan pahit dan waktu untuk dijalani, hanya itu yang tersisa. Hingga hari ini...

Tok..Tok..Tok..

" Masuk! " Keshia menyeruput Cappucinno-nya dan segera menghapus setetes itu...Ia kembali ada..setetes itu...

" Makan, udah sore...Nanti sakit Lo! "

Dia ada! Namanya terpampang jelas di layar komputerku...Satu nama, seseorang yang datang tanpa diundang. Dia..

Keshia berusaha untuk tak menggubrisnya, buat apa? Dia mau apa? Namun, ada sesuatu yang selalu jujur. Walaupun keadaan yang tidak memungkinkan untuk jujur, tapi ia tak mengenal kata "Bohong" seolah-olah Tuhan tidak menciptakan kebohongan untuknya.

1 Bulan berlalu...

Dengan berjuta pertanyaan selalu terbentuk dengan sendirinya. Seolah tak mengenal waktu, dan itu membuat Keshia letih. Satu sisi ia benci akan 'sesuatu' itu. "Kenapa ia harus hinggap dan tercipta untukku? " Sebuah pertanyaan yang hampir ada dalam tiap hari-harinya.

Hingga suatu saat...

Keshia melihat sesuatu yang sangat tak ingin dilihatnya. Sesuatu yang menyebabkan kepercayaannya dulu hancur...Sesuatu yang menggoyahkan hatinya...

" Aku bukan pejuang! Dan aku tak pandai untuk berperang, jadi aku mohon...jangan jadikan aku pertimbanganmu!!! " Itu! Itu yang dia ucapkan saat melihat ' Nama Lain ' dalam layar komputernya.

Keshia, merasa letih di suatu malam. Ia tak tahu, harus memilih, antara logika &..... Perasaan?

Semua terlihat absurd...Fatamorgana...

Hingga seorang Keshia menyadari sesuatu. Dia merasakannya. Di dalam sana!

" Aku menyayanginya..." Kata Keshia.

" Mengapa? Padahal dia hanya imajinasi dan masih belum menjadi realita dalam hidupmu.." Kata Abby, sahabat terdekatnya.

" Karena...Aku tahu aku cemburu! "

" Dengan siapa? dan kamu siapa? Siapa-nya dia? "

" Dengan dia...aku belum siap ketika hatiku harus terluka...lagiii..."

" Alasannya apa sampai kamu cemburu? "

" Hanya karena aku main hati, by! "

" Keshiaaaa...jadikanlah ia bersatu dengan dunia nyata. Kita bukan hidup dalam kisah romantis Cinderella atau Snow White saja.."

" Aku tahu, by! Tapi..Ini soal rasa. Yang datang begitu saja. Dan aku nggak minta apa-apa dari apa yang ada..."

" Bohong!!! " Tukas Abby cepat.

" Yaaaahhh..aku hanya ingin dia! " Jawab Keshia cepat.

Walaupun Keshia tau...

Wanita itu cantik, anggun, punya karier yang mampu buat semua wanita iri, dan yaa..memiliki tubuh dengan size zero! Lalu aku?

Keshia hanya setitik debu, di ujung sepatunya...

What is Your dream anyway?

Terkadang...
Kita suka melamun di tengah-tengah hari. Entah rehat sejenak dari aktivitas, atau memang sengaja meluangkan waktu untuk daydreaming. Apa yang ada di pikiran kamu saat itu? Saat menerawang dan membayangkan kelanjutan hidup kita. Entah itu menginginkan pekerjaan yang lebih baik. Ingin menikah. Ingin beli rumah, beli mobil. Ingin berlibur ke pulau tropis, dsb.

Saya juga seperti itu...
saya perlu sedikit ( Bahkan banyak! LOL ) waktu untuk berpikir. Apa yang akan saya kerjakan. Apa yang akan saya gapai dalam hidup saya. Apa yang saya rencanakan untuk diri saya 5-10 Tahun ke depan. Apa yang harus saya tempuh untuk menjadi 'orang', dan Goal dalam hidup saya tentunya. Seperti orang-orang diluar sana. Tentu saya ingin satu kehidupan yang seimbang. Penuh kerja keras & hasil yang baik. Lalu, bagaimana mencapai itu semua? Tentu tidak melulu selancar jalan tol kan?
Well, memang, krikil selalu ada di setiap jalan raya. Namun, jangan selalu menjadikan krikil itu sebagai benda yang mengganggu & menghambat jalan kita ( Walaupun kenyataannya begitu... ), tapi anggap saja krikil itu sebagai satu 'kesempatan lain' sebelum kita mendapatkan apa yang kita impikan. Saya tahu, hidup ini penuh dengan Up & Down. Karena saya juga mengalaminya. Dari yang ringan-sedang-berat & bikin eneg! Heheehehehe..
Saya tidak pernah berhenti untuk bermimpi. Memang itu terdengar konyol & sedikit 'Buang-buang waktu', tapi percaya atau tidak, bermimpi, berangan-angan memiliki sesuatu, dan berusaha terus mewujudkannya itu akan berakhir sesuai dengan apa yang kita bayangkan. Karena, hal itu secara tidak langsung akan mendorong & memotivasi kita untuk terus meraihnya. Dan Tuhan tahu, bahwa kita serius untuk itu. Alam semesta-pun tahu, kita benar-benar menginginkannya.
Semuanya butuh proses. Dan mungkin tidak terjadi dalam hitungan detik. Yang penting, teruslah untuk punya cita-cita & mimpi setinggi langit. Toh, gratis ini kan! Tidak ada pajaknya untuk berangan-angan. Hehhehehehe...
So, Start to build your dream. Explore your mind, and feel it! Believe that oneday, all the things in your mind can be happen. Your dream house, dream car, dream job, dream marriage... Everything!

Yes, He is...

i Don't wanna talk too much now... because i'm a lil bit sleepy... Though my eyes do not want to shut. So, i choose to write something. i thought, it's been a long time i don't write or just sharing here...

So, i wanna introduce him --> The one that i really Love...

We could share everything. with lot of things. We always had a quality time together, while he had left work.

Yay!!! Yess, he's Rufy. We're almost one year relationship and through the days...

Even though, we had fight sometimes. Arguing, or mad at each other with each other, but at the the end of the day, he kissed me, hug me, and said, " i LOVE you full ayang baby "

Wew... it could erase all the sucks things. And i just can stared at him and said, " i LOVE you more than any, baby."

Hahhahahaha... sounds great, rite?!

Have a good night sleep people!!!

Hidup = Apa?

Well, what is life actually?

Bekerja, kuliah, sekolah, menikah, bermain-main, makan, tidur, mandi, belanja, mencari arti kehidupan, mencari jati diri, atau mencapai satu tujuan tertentu? Banyak persepsi tentang kehidupan. Banyak anggapan dan penilaian kita mengenai hidup. pertanyaan-pertanyaan simple namun kompleks sering terlontar dari mulut orang-orang yang sedang berada dalam kehidupannya masing-masing. Hampir setiap harinya, dinamika kehidupan terus bergulir. Tanpa henti. Tanpa jeda. Tanpa kompromi. Yang ada hanya masalah yang dihadapi, atau malah mendapatkan kebahagiaan.

Lalu, pertanyaan standar seperti, " Kita dilahirkan untuk apa? " itu tepatnya dijawab kayak gimana? Jika dijawab seperti, " Aku dilahirkan untuk jadi 'Orang' " ---> Terlalu standar. Kalau dijawab seperti, " Apa aja deh. Everything will be, will be... " ---> Terlihat sangat desperate & 'Nggak guna'. Hmmm.... Sulit kan, tapi mudah untuk mempertanyakannya. Saya sendiri masih dalam ruang lingkup kebingungan. Banyak hal yang saya dapat dalam hidup ini. Pahit ataupun manis. itu warna kehidupan. Lalu, berjalannya waktu, saya masi terus mencari arti hidup. Karena, hidup bukan sekedar lahir-bernafas-bereproduks

i-makan & minum-aktifitas-menikah-mati... Hehehhe!

So, what is life? How does it works? when it all begin? When it all end? Where we have to live? i just can get the answer if i'm praying...

So, berdoa & beribadah. Itu hidup. Tujuan akhir kita nanti, bukan hanya rumah mewah. Punya mansion bak Hugh Heffner ---> Playboy Mansion atau keliling eropa tiap bulan. Belanja branded bags & Shoes tanpa mikir. Punya perusahaan sana-sini. Pake berlian dari ujung kepala sampai ujung kaki. Wow! Ada satu tempat terindah yang bakal kita tinggali suatu saat nanti...


Well, always praying wherever you are, ladies. That's so simple thing, until we used to forget it. But that's so important too. Near from Allah Swt will make us peace inside & outside. Life is just once. There's no second change after we're dead. Let's make life more precious...


Lalu...

Hidup itu apa? Apa yang akan kalian lakukan untuk membuat hidup jadi lebih indah? ^_^

Zona Nyaman tak selamanya Nyaman...

Pernah nggak sih terlintas di benak kalian, bahwa apa yang ada di ruang lingkup kita itu sudah cukup memuaskan? Atau paling tidak, sudah buat kita comfort & kita malas untuk menilik dunia luar...
Contohnya,
* Pakaian sehari2 kita dari Senin-Minggu selama 6bulan penuh adalah Jeans & T-shirt
* Gaya rambut kita tidak pernah berubah selama 3tahun terakhir
* Teman main kita hanya si dia saja & kita enggan bergaul dengan orang baru
* Selalu memesan Ice Latte setiap kali kita datang ke Cafe manapun
* Tidak berani ambil keputusan extreme ( yang tetap positive tentunya yiiiaaa! ) dan hanya 'iya-iya' saja dengan realita hidup...
Kalau 4 dari 5 pernyataan itu ada dalam hidup kamu, berarti kamu stuck dalam COMFORT ZONE! Memang siiiy, sekilas terlihat aman-aman saja. Tidak terlalu ber-resiko & tidak ada masalah pelik yang bakal kita hadapi. Hmmm, siapa bilang?
Justru, terlena didalam Comfort Zone bakal membawa kita ke arah kemunduran. Kita jadi malas untuk meraih mimpi, mendapatkan apa yang kita inginkan dalam hidup, dan mewujudkan keinginan. Kita tidak berani untuk menantang diri kita sendiri untuk melihat kenyataan hidup.
Saya sendiri sedang berpikir, bahwa saya terlalu larut dalam Comfort Zone saya. Dan, saya mulai ngeh bahwa saya Stuck! Maju tidak-Mundur sedikit... Hiiiiyaaaaa...
Memang, perlu bekal banyak dalam melangkah. Mulai dari mental sampai segi materi. Karena kita masuk kedalam kehidupan baru yang pastinya butuh persiapan. Jujur, saya sendiri dalam tahap ingin mencoba. Karena, saya tidak bisa terus-terusan hidup di bawah 'ketek' orang tua saya. Suatu saat saya bakal hidup sendiri. Saya bakal bekerja dengan posisi yang saya inginkan. Pekerjaan yang saya suka & kuasai, hingga memenuhi kehidupan saya. Saya ingin & HARUS bekerja!!! Apapun itu, selama halal dan bisa bermanfaat buat saya & orang lain.
Maka dari itu, saya sedang mempersiapkan segalanya. Saya sedang gigih mencari kerja, dan InsyaAllah saya bisa hidup di atas kaki saya sendiri. Dan saya bisa mewujudkan apa yang saya dambakan selama ini. Amien Ya Rabbal Alamiin...
Remember, life is too short to be through...
Life is too precious & Fun. No matter how hard it is! So, LET"S MAKE A MOVE! Don't be afraid to face the life. Keep fighting & we'll get it all in the end...

Love is You

i Love You, as the best i can do.

My Heart can't stop beating when i see you around.

Love is just a little path to pursuit the happiness.

i can smile, when i know i have you in my life...

Dear God

Dear God,

i would like to say " Thank You " for all the things You gave to me. About today, i meet my boyfriend, we just share, chat, hang out together, And i really grateful with what he gave to me. His feeling, his cares, And his huge Love... i'm very grateful because You already gave the very good boyfriend and besties. And also the good family & Especially when You gave me a chanced for having a Parents like my Mom & Dad.. The way they treat me well, is the best thing in my life!

Dear God,
Sometimes, i always complaining about what i've got in my life. i couldn't accept this situation. Where all the happiness seems lost & missing. i can't deal with it. it seems like, i was never grateful for what i have. i felt everything was so messed up! i couldn't see the bright side of anything. i felt everything was ruined me...i was embarrassed! But at the end of the day, i remember You. That You're still watching me up, to keep me stay alive. And i can passing it by

Dear God,

Thank You for gave me a pieces of problem. Because, it could make me strong to face this world. Everything the Shit happen has came to me, it all really meant for me. Because of those problem, i can be a better person. Can be more patient, surrender to You, and feel grateful... Absolutely.... Even if it's so hard to through, LoL!

Dear God,

Thank you for creating such a little piece named "LOVE".. That's indescribable! I sincerely feel a tons of happiness & grateful of existences of Love. Because, even though it's a very tiny, simple, & looks great and does not mean anything, but its have a huge effect for everybody in this whole world. Love can easily make people feel happy, and full of  joy. Without Love, we're nothing...

Dear God, 

Thank you for creating a tear drop. Sometimes, i do cry! When i feel bad, i don't doubt to cry. I think it's very natural. And for me, crying is the one way to express our heart. About what we feel, Deep inside of our heart.

And,

Dear God,

i'm very enjoying to talk to You... Thank You for always be There for me. We all really need Your existences, Lord!